LevixReader I hate you

Levi growled in annoyence.

Please...not her again...

He thought that he couldn't stand another hour with the 'daughter of the devil', that is how Levi called her secretly.

This time was the fourth of the month...she had to go to his office...again.
And he knew that she hadn't done any mistake or anything wrong...

He also knew that she protected one very well known girl.

Sasha had stolen bread from the kitchen.
This was not her first time.
Exactly. It was her fourth time.
But every single time (first name) said that it was her fault and nobody could tell the corporal otherwise.

It was frustrating for him.

He had feelings for her for a long time, but never showed them to the others.
It was his little secret and even Hanji(who knew exactly every little dirty secret of him) didn't recognized it.

He tried to stay away from said cadet...but this was really hard, when she had to go every week to his office because of a thing she had never done.

Stupid girl, he thought bitterly and nibbled at his pen.

She was really hard to get...

Why does she protect such a...god... I even do not know a description which suited a girl like Sasha... What the heck is wrong with this brat?!

He took a deep breath and wait for (first name)s arrival.

Why does she have to do something?
Does she try to get suspended?
I mean...the fourth time...in one single month... I think she does not even know the cosequences of her behaviour...

Slowly the door opened and she stepped in.

Her face was turned to the ground and she played with her hands.

Good. She is nervous. That is a good thing.
Maybe she recognizes the situation where she is in.

Levi looked at her without any emotions.
Showed emotions- his inner self was a pure mess.

"Cadet (last name)", the short corporal started in his usual annoyed voice and looked desinterested in her direction.

His heart was beating really fast. He was glad that she couldn't hear it from her place.

"Sit down", he pointed at the chair, which stood on the other side of his desk.

Keep cool...he reminded himself.

He leaned back in his chair and watched her carefully.

Her hair was (h/c) and she wore it like she did always.
Her (e/c) eyes looked to the ground and her beautiful lips trembled a little.

"You know...this is your fourth time you gain a punishment", he kept speaking and folded his hands in his lap.

She shaked her head, hardly to seen for him.

"Before I give you another punishment, explain me your reasons", he asked her and starred in her eyes.

Her head lifted a little up.
She looked quitly confused at him.

"Which reasons?", she asked quietly.

Levi sighed and started speaking again:"I know you cover Sasha.".

He waited for reaction, but she stayed calm.

"I don't", this was her answer.

"I hate it, when people lie to me",
especially when they are special to me...

She took a deep breath and closed her eyes for a moment.

"I am not lying",

"You surely are", he said pissed and stood up from his chair.
He slowly walked to the window.

"Ok...I ask you another question", he stayed at the window and watched the cadets, who were outside.

"Why did you do these things? I mean you don't cover her. So what do want to do all these things?", he crossed his arms behind his back.

"I won't say it", she whispered and starred at her superiors back.

Suddenly he turned around and shot her a really pissed glare.

"I am the corporal. You will do it!", he barked and had an angry expression at his face.

She shaked her head from the left to the right.
"I won't", she said a little louder.

He clicked with his tongue and walked to her chair.

"You will", he whispered quit dangerously and stood in front of her.
He looked down at her with a pissed looking face.

She mumbled something, that the corporal couldn't hear and looked quickly away from him.

"Repeat it", he commanded and crossed his arms now at his chest.

Again she took a deep breath and said:"I want to be close to you...".

He really was suprised but showed nothing to her.
With his desinterested and pissed expression he looked at her.

Her cheeks became a pink blush and her face turned for a short time away from him.

"Do you hate me now?", she asked quiet and kept speaking.
"Do you hate me, because I love you?", she nearly cried.

Enough!, he thought and grabbed her chin and turned her face back to him, so she had to look in his cold blue eyes.

"I tell you one thing (first name)(last name):
Yes I hate you", and then he let go of her chin.

Her expression was heartbreaking...

She wanted it, so she will get it.

"I hate you like I hate nobody else on the world", he said and turned away from her.

Quickly she started sobbing, but stayed at her place.
She knew it wasn't over yet and that she had to hear quit a lot of things more...more she thought she was able to take.

"I hate you. I hate the way you make me feel like a fool when I am close to you", he hissed in his usual annoyed voice.

Her eyes went big and her sobbings stopped.
What did he said?

"I hate the way you make my heart beats ten time faster than normally", he slowly turned back to her.

"I hate how you dare to speak to male cadets and how it makes me feel so jealous, I want to beat the crap out of them".

Again he looked down on her.

Her eyes were big and full with tears, but there was a light smile on her lips.

"I hate the fact you can die on every fucking expedition".

He grabbed her hands carefully and hold them between his.

"I hate your fucking beautiful hair and I hate your shining (e/c) even more than the hair".

His blue eyes looked deep in her (e/c) ones.

"I hate it that i can't protect you from all the bad things out- and inside of the walls".

He layed her hands on his chest, so she could feel his heartbeat.

"I hate you for making my heart beats only for you", his face became soft for a single moment, but turned sadly back to his normal one.

"I hate you for making me love you with my whole heart, so I am not able to be my normal self when you are close to me", his face went down to hers.

She couldn't believe, what her superior had said to her, but this was quickly changed when he kissed her sweetly.

Sadly(for her) he let go of (first name) and went back to his desk.

With a blush on her cheeks and a huge smile on her lips she stood up from her chair and said in a low voice:"I love you too", and walked towards the door.

A smile appeared on Levis face,but he shoved it off that she couldn't see it.

"What do you thinh you are doing?", he asked in a stern voice and she stopped.

"I-i thought i ca-an go...", she stuttered and looked suprised in Levis direction.

"Do you forget something?", he asked and raised an eyebrow.

"N-no?", she was confused from his question.

"We didn't talk about your punishment", his face didn't show any emotions.

"Come to me. And please take off your clothes", he commanded softly and was responsible for her now appeared huge blush.

"Ye-es, sir!", she quickly made her way up to him.